when the call rang out to check on your friends
i had wanted to text, call- say hello
but I was interrupted by my need to make a decision
which would be easy?
then, I was purging all those thoughts
in the toilet bowl.
the embarassment would lead me
fill to the point of disgust and sickness
and return me to the toilet bowl
then that decision again:
which is easier?
what would they do with my body?
and i’d purge again
maybe, I will check on you later…